In Memory of Joel Anthony Richardson 8-3-1970 to 7-3-1993

Eighteen years ago I looked at the fireworks and wondered if Joel was seeing them from up above.

Joel  was funny. He loved to laugh.

Hr loved making others laugh, too.

 Liked sleeping and eating a lot, too!

He was musical and a genius in math.

Even after 18 years 

I miss my son, Joel, deeply.

Don't know why he was murdered.

Thank you God for the time 

he was mine to love!

Taking the Plunge

I am going to try again to get into my wheelchair! I started exercising with weights on  my legs, It was hard, but I will keep trying. Pray for me!

Freedom Lost

I am so disappointed. I tried to get out of bed to get into my wheelchair and  was not able to do it. I ended up lying on the floor and neighbors and police got me back in bed. Now, how do I get to the doctor? My husband is going to see what can be done, but I am so sad.

A Little More Freedom

I finally have a wheelchair ramp! Now I have to get the courage to get out of bed...breathing is difficult. I have a doctor's appointment next month. It has been months since I left my home. It's a big undertaking with lots of equipment. I'm a bit frightened but excited as well.

Sanchez

My dog, Sanchez is my constant companion.He is at my side right now. It's amazing how a small dog can make life so worthwhile! 

On Being Alone

My husband and daughter have gone shopping and I have only my pets for company. I am only a phone call away so I shouldn't fret... I have a ton of heath issues so need a lot of care. BUT I have my computer and many things to do in bed. I draw to express feelings. Writing helps, too.

Resting in bed with my dog at my side
I think of a world that remains outside
Of the world that is mine.
Missing the space that does not confine.
Still I am glad that I have the ability
To roam through my mind with great agility!
Now it is time to bid you farewell
I hope you enjoyed my little tale.

Early Morning Thoughts

My family is still asleep. Even my dog is snoozing beside me.Right now  I am thinking about my wonderful daughter, Beth, who has been taking care of me even though she just had surgery! I pray that God will reward her for her lovingkindness toward me. She is more than a daughter; she is my friend. 

Oxygen

The need to breathe is foremost in my life. Can't take it for granted. Must have the right amount of oxygen and must remember to breathe. Therefore I am hooked to machines that keep me breathing.I am in bed most oh the time. Could br boring if my husband and daughter weren't so innovative and kind. My little chihuahua, Sanchez, ls my constant companion.


Breathe in the air and let it out.
Watch my dog run about.
In goes food and let waste out.
This is what my life's about:
Just breathing in and breathing out.